being

being


sometimes i really don t know
who i am
where i am at
what am i suppose to be
suppose to do

i  am not feeling being
really me
really see no way
where to go
where to be
being a better human

how should i be

seeing nothing else
but storm
around me
in me
feeling weird and different
at the same time
being
a human being

all the time
a better me
see myself
in you

no where else to go
to be
no being
feeling human

how should i

there s no way out
stuck in time
surronded by a world
which is not mine

where do i belong
am i real

no way out
that s for real
finding myself
being


                                                                                                 Mel Alazza, 2017